Assumptions:
1. The reader is a guy.
2. At no point, sex is an option.
Love is a difficult word..I often have problems using it appropriately..Crush on the other hand is easy, safe[;-)] and most importantly a little tricky!!..Being the first article on my blog, it had 2 be somewhat of an insight of the masculine syndromes(One of the issues i believe, i specialize in!!)..the intricacies of the human nervous system and the most common painful process of rise and decline of a crush!!
I am 20 and single..and single 4 quite a while now..i have had my share of crippled, minuscule affairs and copious flirting..totally worth it yet arguably a little melancholic..!!..goes without saying, i share an immensely popular state of singlehood..the journey that's about to unfold is generic with indistinct autobiographical elements, leaving it to the readers to substitute and lucidate....
The morning always shows the day..the beginning is often the lasting forecast..and you are only mislead, if you believe that the first sight is probably the beginning...the heart is a moody organ..u never know what it cud fall for!!..The first impression is like the testing stroke on a guitar..you are struck once..loud..discerning..all you know is something just happened...the silence that follows brings no introspection..itz usual..candid..welcoming...
(A little Barney graph plotting d curve of d rise n d decline would have been expedient here..since thats not plausible, u have 2 bear with my skills as a writer)
Its amusing how delicately the successive impressions are etched..unnoticeable..sleeky..and connecting...it could be with every meeting of the eyes..could be with each caring word exchanged..could be with each conspicuous smile..or it could be just the pendulous feeling of something charming happening...and before you know, the exponential part of the graph is all begun...bullying you into thinking...the only time, i have felt no matter how sensible a brain you got, the heart is awfully adamant..the moment is worth this civil war though..The stake is overwhelming...
If you haven't already done something stupid by now or reached stage I again with some other hot chick, this is when u get to decide..the moment i decided, i was gonna go through this..and let thingz happen..and that's when the little smithereens make exceptional imprints..[..An accidental brush of the hairs, the most breathtaking of all stimuli.....********************************************************************
*********************************************************************************
******************..and weird, how a tiny mole on the neck can be a spectacular emotion-agitator!!]...(You gotta be kidding, if u thought, i would share this part of the course on a blog!!)
And then comes the apex..the summit of d sojourn...itz this point guyz tend 2 say they are in love..For me, love is still a difficult word as much as it was in the beginning of this piece..guyz are neva a more vulnerable species than at dis point..they find joy and laughter in everything that neva made any sense 2 them...
Here begins the divergence...
The lucky ones discover the other half of the graph ain't coming any soon for them, although it would eventually..the rest are all me...Reason and Instinct..mighty on their own grounds..up against each other..there is obvious disappointment...the unlucky ones give in..the rest are again..all me!!:)..itz almost like a break-up without a relationship...time you get stringent with your nervous system..it had its day!!..with the decline of your crush, rises maturity..understanding and digesting...therz no reason good enough to explain oneself, that this had 2 be the end...but we chose this..we knew, it was neva gonna happen...!!
The guy inside is bk again..gradually..hurt n healed..time gives us all..confrontation..clearing the air...not the way it was meant to be done..but therez something really precious that goes beyond all of these catchy concepts of love, of romance and beyond...coz the real strength doesn't always lie in reaching out and holding on tightly to what you want, sometimes what matters is whether you are strong enough to let it go...
The graph finally just lingers over the axis..neva really touches...coz the feeling would neva really die entirely..the Teds and the Joeys live amongst us..harnessing this special, soft corner forever for their Robins and Rachels..but baby-o-baby, all you got is a corner, when you could have had the whole of it!!...No story has a perfect ending...Atleast, it wasnt love...was just a crush!![:)]..[See, thats where it gets tricky!!]
1. The reader is a guy.
2. At no point, sex is an option.
Love is a difficult word..I often have problems using it appropriately..Crush on the other hand is easy, safe[;-)] and most importantly a little tricky!!..Being the first article on my blog, it had 2 be somewhat of an insight of the masculine syndromes(One of the issues i believe, i specialize in!!)..the intricacies of the human nervous system and the most common painful process of rise and decline of a crush!!
I am 20 and single..and single 4 quite a while now..i have had my share of crippled, minuscule affairs and copious flirting..totally worth it yet arguably a little melancholic..!!..goes without saying, i share an immensely popular state of singlehood..the journey that's about to unfold is generic with indistinct autobiographical elements, leaving it to the readers to substitute and lucidate....
The morning always shows the day..the beginning is often the lasting forecast..and you are only mislead, if you believe that the first sight is probably the beginning...the heart is a moody organ..u never know what it cud fall for!!..The first impression is like the testing stroke on a guitar..you are struck once..loud..discerning..all you know is something just happened...the silence that follows brings no introspection..itz usual..candid..welcoming...
(A little Barney graph plotting d curve of d rise n d decline would have been expedient here..since thats not plausible, u have 2 bear with my skills as a writer)
Its amusing how delicately the successive impressions are etched..unnoticeable..sleeky..and connecting...it could be with every meeting of the eyes..could be with each caring word exchanged..could be with each conspicuous smile..or it could be just the pendulous feeling of something charming happening...and before you know, the exponential part of the graph is all begun...bullying you into thinking...the only time, i have felt no matter how sensible a brain you got, the heart is awfully adamant..the moment is worth this civil war though..The stake is overwhelming...
If you haven't already done something stupid by now or reached stage I again with some other hot chick, this is when u get to decide..the moment i decided, i was gonna go through this..and let thingz happen..and that's when the little smithereens make exceptional imprints..[..An accidental brush of the hairs, the most breathtaking of all stimuli.....********************************************************************
*********************************************************************************
******************..and weird, how a tiny mole on the neck can be a spectacular emotion-agitator!!]...(You gotta be kidding, if u thought, i would share this part of the course on a blog!!)
And then comes the apex..the summit of d sojourn...itz this point guyz tend 2 say they are in love..For me, love is still a difficult word as much as it was in the beginning of this piece..guyz are neva a more vulnerable species than at dis point..they find joy and laughter in everything that neva made any sense 2 them...
Here begins the divergence...
The lucky ones discover the other half of the graph ain't coming any soon for them, although it would eventually..the rest are all me...Reason and Instinct..mighty on their own grounds..up against each other..there is obvious disappointment...the unlucky ones give in..the rest are again..all me!!:)..itz almost like a break-up without a relationship...time you get stringent with your nervous system..it had its day!!..with the decline of your crush, rises maturity..understanding and digesting...therz no reason good enough to explain oneself, that this had 2 be the end...but we chose this..we knew, it was neva gonna happen...!!
The guy inside is bk again..gradually..hurt n healed..time gives us all..confrontation..clearing the air...not the way it was meant to be done..but therez something really precious that goes beyond all of these catchy concepts of love, of romance and beyond...coz the real strength doesn't always lie in reaching out and holding on tightly to what you want, sometimes what matters is whether you are strong enough to let it go...
The graph finally just lingers over the axis..neva really touches...coz the feeling would neva really die entirely..the Teds and the Joeys live amongst us..harnessing this special, soft corner forever for their Robins and Rachels..but baby-o-baby, all you got is a corner, when you could have had the whole of it!!...No story has a perfect ending...Atleast, it wasnt love...was just a crush!![:)]..[See, thats where it gets tricky!!]
it seems you have gained quite an experince.
ReplyDeletenow dats the most decent way u cud hv expressed ur feelings publicly... concealed yet revealing!
ReplyDeletewell written nd honest (within limits).
hail avinash! :)
lolzzz...i agre wid jyoti.."within limits"
ReplyDeletemust appreciate ur writing skills n the way u related it all to 'HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER'...nice job done.
really appreciable..that little barney graph plotting goes smoothly..fully satisfies the title..the way u described your feelings is really conspicuous..nice job avi..:)
ReplyDeletewell written bro..but u shud ve kept it a bit short..:) anyways it was a good one..:)
ReplyDeleteI thought it is a wonderful amalgam of your emotions and thoughts. It's tough to reason out your feelings, and you've done it well.
ReplyDeleteYour experience shines through. So does your youthfulness. I Like It.
=)Ah... so much for all the seriousness... way to go avinash!! blogging your feelings in the way you just did...cool! :) :)
Nice job..i wonder the experience we see here is urs or derieved frm smwhere..:)
ReplyDeletewhteva the case may be...its true !!
@Soumyajit: Quite an experience!!..Worth it!!
ReplyDelete@Jyoti: Hail Avinash!!..lolz..thnx 4 d compliment:)
@Aman,@Chetan: Thnx buddy
@Vamsi:thnx mate, n i reduced it a lil, bt it would b so hard 2 touch d details, which is actually wat i wantd 2 convey.
@Stita: Thnx dearest niece 4 ur honest remarks, as u said!!
@Divij: Thnx buddy. Well, nt derived. itz my own experience. I hv tryd generalising it thou.
Extremely good way to put up ur feelings in front of every1. An experience in itself, it's a trademark for those in the same state of art.
ReplyDeleteu seem to have used a partcular writing style.
ReplyDeletelike a well laid out plot,...good
vocab achhi hai.
nice one mate!!!
ReplyDeletei used to consider you a perfect paradigm of what
begins with the letter "D" and its more commonly used version ends with "O".
But its nice to see you have evolved into someone .... lets just keep it to "NOT R2D2???" types...
lolz.....
it really made me feel in the beginning that the barney version might overpower the real you and the
article was on its way to being declared as erogenous..
I really enjoyed reading into the second half of the article..
i m waiting for something mesmerizing.....
the rest i think you know very well how i felt after reading it.....
Gud one avinash...
ReplyDeleteA little complicated..:) but well written!
Awesome vocab...bows! :)
@Rohan,@Preeti: Thnx guyz!!
ReplyDelete@Aditya: Thnx 4 d compliments..n u really dint hv 2 encrypt callng me "despo"!!:)
@Kriti: thnx!!..gess, a lil complicated!!..wondr, hw no1 els felt so!!
dis one just adds on to ur unending list of "so very well expressed list..."
ReplyDeleteSave a few lines that r too much for me to takr...d rest was just amazing...
nice one der,i hd 2 use my dictionary once though :),hope u take it as a compliment.
ReplyDeletelookin fwd 2 sumfin less concealed
keep writing dude